October 16th, 2019

LOST AT SEA

Here I am
lost at sea
every wave
engulfing me
and the rain keeps pouring
and the rain keeps pouring
here I drift
in the storm
all my life
every bit now torn
and it beckons me
to come to the light
and it beckons me
to the great divide

and I call your name
in the silence that remains
and I hear a whisper
of burning shame
and I sink below
to the depths of my despair
far from the shallows
to the deep nowhere...

here I am
lost at sea
And every hour
is maddening to me
and the wind keeps howling
and the wind keeps howling
All the pressure
every moment
all the deception
all the lies you concieved
is killing me
and I go to the light
to the great divide

and I call your name
in the silence that remains
and I hear a whisper
of burning shame
and I sink below
to the depths of my despair
far from the shallows
to the deep nowhere...

and I call your name
in the silence that remains
and I hear a whisper
of you calling my name
but I wander now
never to be found
I’m floating away
far from the shallows
too the deepest of my pain...

Into the darkness
of my cold and lonely tomb
I’ve already started
to sink into the gloom....
​lost at sea....